Bad start to an amazing weekend..

I started my weekend with the wrong foot, Friday night was not a good night my boyfriend and I got upset over something stupid for me but apparently significant to him. We didn't talk to each other at all on Saturday which game me some free time to chill and watch a movie with  my bestie. Sunday I couldn't hold it anymore and I called him and I asked him to not be upset at me anymore , and all those things you say when you realize that maybe you were not supposed to say that or take in count that other can get offended. So things on Memorial day got better, we had breakfast, and we planned a random trip to the lake where I spend basically all day sitting with him and two of his friends.

I'm more of any action person, I can't just sit around. but I have to say that even though we couldn't get in the water I was glad I got to spend our first day together, no kidding for the time I have knowing him this is the first time I see him during the daytime!!! I love days like this, it makes me realize that you don't have to get all pretty or go somewhere fancy or plan from weeks ahead to have a relaxing time. So this Monday was definitely a lazy one...

I got a job!

I am now going to be a Juicy Couture sales associate. This is my first "real" job. I'm excited becasue at this age I feel like I'm bearly gaining my independence as an adult and getting a job is a huge step;however, it is a part time job, and I don't have a car. So, when I tell my mom I got a job, which is was very quick becasue I applied Friday and my interview was Wednesday, she tells me that I'm bearly going to make enough money for gas, REALLY? A little support at least. I know it wasn't the job I wanted becasue I was looking for a full time job, but I didn't know and plus is not like I have to be there for a long time. I can work there and see if I get more hours and if I don't then I move to another job, full-time.

I have to say that Juicy gives great discounts and I'm really excited about that, even though my pay check my not even be enough to buy a purse. Everyone starts from the floor and get up on that laboral lader little by little.

American Idol's Scotty WON!!!

I has never watched American Idol before, this was my first season ever, and even though i wasn't hooked on it, because I missed a lot of good shows (like when Hailey left or when Casey left, or Jacob). Wow I did miss a lot, anyways I tried my best to tuned it and at least be up to date, and today it was a good show. A lot of people where invited a lot of performers, I didn't love some of the performances but it was entertaining. By the way Scotty you left Jack Black waiting for a hug!! Everyone saw that!!!! Also, is Scotty dating Lauren????

Anyways, good luck to him, he got a new car, a trophy , a title , maybe a girlfriend, and A LOT OF FANS! Good luck to him on his new career path, and to the rest of the boys and girls that where on the show.

Here is a little something from tonight's show.
Lady Gaga might be crazy and even evil but none can take away the fact that she does have an amazing voice,

And of course the winner singing...

I lOVE.....

I love this song....it is one of my favorites it makes me wonder if there is actually a person out there that can love a person this much. Think about it would you give everything for a person, EVERYTHING it's hard to put yourself in this position when , you have family to love and a bf.

I also like Better days by Goo Goo Dolls as well, it says a lot of things that we don't think about it, it makes want to live a simpler life when I here these two songs.

Lazy Monday: I'm a fashion mess

It is not a secret to the people most close to me that I'm not super fashionable, I do have taste, however, or so I think since someone always got to complement somethings I'm wearing, shoes, my shirt, sunglasses, even my make-up. I don't hope to be a model, because #1 I'm not slender I'm more like average, and #2 I just don't feel like nothing out there suits me. I need help, like is it lack of confidence, I don't know what to do, I need some pictures to get inspired, I asked my friends and I got some emails, send me some pics of links to the latest fashion trends and if I dare to try it I promise to post a picture, I got some pictures but I haven't gone shopping yet!!!! This worries me because I'm about to start working at Juicy Couture and the girls, which one of them is my friend, look sooooo good, it completely knocked on my fashion neuron that I need to dress to impress!!

The boyfriend talk

I have realized that I never talk about my boyfriend, I do with friends and I tell them all the cute things he does and says to me, but never about how he is, the person he is, and the many reasons why I want to be with him as much as I can.

At first, and is not a secret even to him, that I don't like him as a future boyfriend. I found myself no being attracted to him at all, and at first I didn't considered the idea even though I kind off knew he liked me. However, days turned into weeks and I found myself more attached to him, in many ways, I went from expecting his calls every night, to missing hearing his voice to even feeling sad when he didn't call me. The I still wouldn't admit that I had started to develop feeling for me, but it was obvious to almost everyone else.

The reason I said yes to being his girlfriend was that he appreciated everything about me, he accepted me, like me, and I can say he loves me, for everything that I am, and I haven't been very good at that but he has and the respect and love and care, and sensitivity of how he approaches me, made me fall for him.
I have always been a little tough when it comes to love, I'm very affectionate, so some but in general not expressive to anyone not even my family.

But this boy has changed a lot of that, he even makes fun of me, he tells me "I thought u said you didn't like holding hands, but you hold mine all the time" and it's very true.

My brother says I'm happy that before him he didn't see me this happy, it is not the first person to say this, and I am happy, VERY happy.

I learned a lot from him and our mutual love make me realized many things I believed to be untrue and to prove myself wrong.

I hope and I KNOW this will last, and I would want us to still be like the first date our first kiss, still with all the care and softness as when we first realized we wanted to be with each other.

Lazy Monday: Super Productive!

I am very proud to say that today I successfully accomplished my first Summer goal, before Summer actually starts! Also, I got back on track today which was also another goal and my morning walks now that I don't have school. I'm very excited!!!So my lazy Monday was very productive, even though I wore sweats and didn't shower(ewww) today!!!


SOOOOO great to be me ;)

Spring Cleaning My Life

In the last couple of days I haven't been myself. There has been to much going on and as much as I care about everything I do, I have my priorities. I have been upset by a number of things, from my bf to my physical image and health, also getting a job. Summer is around the corner and I want to have money and be able to wear a super cute bikini, both I don't have. Bikini season depresses me because as much as I know I'm ok with my body I am not confident enough to wear one. Money is a huge issue here but I'm trying to get a job. As for my boyfriend our relationship is very good, but other things keep me from being with him as much as I would want to...So I'm spring cleaning my life! I'm , making changes and work up my problems so that I have all good things coming for me instead... and hopefully I can get my well deserved amazing vacations to Miami and California in July!!

Lazy Mondays

Mondays are my lazy days, I wake up tired, and lazy. I used to think that Mondays were days that people got up a little more energized and towards the end when the weekend is sooo close they would start slacking. But for me works the other way around if....if i'M NOT JUST PLAIN LAZY ALL WEEK LONG. Mondays however, are so bad for me, I wish I could stay home all day and do nothing!

So today I had said I was going to get up early, and walk my dogs before I started my daily routine, but I'm now sitting in front of my computer talking about how lazy I am!!

I don't want to change lazy Mondays I will like this is the only day that I really have more time to myself and I get things done, things that i want to do, not that I need to.

So I have decided that I'm going to make my Mondays still lazy but more productive, I'm going to do things that I want to do this day, so that at the end of the day I have actually gotten something done!!!

Great to be me :)