A Royal Wedding!!!

I didn't get the chance....well to be honest I didn't want to get up so early to watch something that later on was going to be all over the news and web.
 I was looking at the pictures and the videos, and after cracking up at some of the outrageous hats and gowns some of these royalties wore to the wedding, I have to say that I want a wedding like that.

It's almost every girl's dream to grow up and find their prince. Maybe because we grow up watching fairy tales where everything is happiness and the poor girl at the end is the luckiest girl in the world because she has finally found the love of her life.

Unfortunately we learn that it is not like that, not one bit;however deep inside we wish we can find one guy out of thousands that will turn out to be our prince, no matter how pessimistic we are towards boys or the looks, or the money, we always go back to the fairy tales and wish, our frog turns into a prince, instead of our prince turning into a frog.

I don't ask for a prince or a life like a princess, or a perfect man or close to perfect, I just want a guy that loves me and that doesn't necessarily have to love all the bad things about me because he doesn't have to love all my defects but learn to live around them and accept me, just as i will try my best to do the same. It would be unreal for someone to love everything, EVERYTHING about a person, I would be happy that even though we wouldn't love everything about each other that we could style manage to accept and want to be together no matter out differences.

BUT I look at this pictures and even though...some of you might hate for this....The prince is not sooo hot, she is gorgeous and they look soo happy...but every couple that just got married look happy..my parent included. It looked like it was soo close to perfect, her dress, and the ceremony, she was just the light of the room.

I wish these newly weds the best, or the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge!! How cool is that!!! I hope this is a true fair tale, she look so gorgeous just like I would  want to look on the day i get marry, she looks happy and happy!!

This are some of my favorite pictures!!

I said favorite but no because I love it but because I thought Princesses would have to be elegant and sophisticated..but I guess I was wrong ......again

                                                    I love this picture for many reasons, The kiss, they are both smiling and that is so cute!!Everyone is watching and they are the center of attention, and THE LITTLE GIRL ON THE CORNER!! She is soooo funny! While everyone else wishes to be closer, she is right next to them look bored AND she is covering her ears!!hahahah too cute!!!

                        I'm  a fan of the veil, I love it I know it's typical and I'm actually a believer of the real reasons why brides wear their veils, I'm not saying anything about her just in general but I feel that when a bride doesn't wear her veil she doesn't look like a complete bride.

This one is my favorite, there's another where she is in the carriage and she looks like a real princess there, but here you can appreciate her dress so well, so pretty, It really makes me wanna get marry!!!

Who the hecks understands you!!!

Do you wanna know what I i hate hate hate and makes me soo mad and irritates me and makes me wanna slap people is when 1 THEY CAN'T ADMIT THEIR MISTAKES. I rather that you slap me than not be able to admit that you are wrong... think about it denying that you did something wrong when someone else was there and witnessed everything.... get some freaken courage and admit at least to me that you WERE WRONG!!!!! When people are humble enough to admit their mistakes it shows a lot about a person. Sometimes I can be so stubborn and it is hard to admit when I am wrong but I look way for stupid if I deny it!!

2 I hate when people contradict themselves, I did with my now bf but it was different because i didn't think things were going to get to this point. But when you are arguing about something and then do the same thing it makes you look like a dumb ass with no credibility specially when you where wrong in the first place and couldn't admit to it!

I'm going through this "set back" over a misunderstanding and the wrong person is getting blamed for it because she won't admit that she also has something to do with this whole thing, and now she is doing what she had blamed me for doing.
The worst of all that is not even as bad as she made it seem she just took one thing and connected the dots to other things that didn't even relate.

Now she is like avenging which is my 3rd thing I hate. Why? what is the point specially when you are still friends!What is the point to make me feel bad, okay done now what now, talk to me like nothing happen, it doesn't work its sooos stupid and hurtful...

Thee thing is that I don't beg, once you are out of my heart you are out and some people are getting their with their stupid behavior and it hurts to end friendships over stupid reasons, or to end them in general

Is it good to be me?

I love.....

Sunny Days,

Clear skies at night,

windy days at the beach,

Quiet afternoons,

Rainy days when i have someone to cuddle with,

Listening to my favorite songs with no interruptions,

Taking pictures,

Being young,

Family, including my dogs,

Having time to myself

Long nights,

Sunset,

Hot days on the side of the pool!!

Ummm I don't even know what to think honestly...

So I don't know where I'm going wit this I'll just keep typing to see where this all leads too I have about 20 minutes before my class starts and I'm walking around like if I didn't have anything to do, but today is an unusual day, days like this never happen in fact had never happened to me before.

The wind is annoying me I style my hair really nice and the wind just blew it up and now I look like I just woke up, not only that but I was trying to look pretty for a dinner I have tonight with my boyfriend and his family. He is coming to get me at school so I'm going to have to go like this with frizzy hair, my luck.

But I'm just wondering around today the weather is nice despite my hair, and it's one of those days I see myself resting at the side of the beach having something tasty to drink, but no I'm at school about to head to my chemistry class, really boring class, and I have a feeling today is also going to be one of those days where I spend the whole class wishing I could fast forward time and day dreaming....

It's good to be me ; -)

What the heck is wrong with me lately!!

Sooo lately I have been sooo lazy!!!I think I lost my motivation, This semester has been so slow and I felt like I was just literally have dragged myself to do things even fun things. I don't want to get up, I haven't even been helping around the house, forgot about my goal ( exercise) and I don't feel good.

The end of the semester is not that far away and I feel like I'm barely getting into it. I have too much to think about lately I feel like I'm more upset, bored, tired, or just pissed off more than I'm happy. I have had some of the worst times this past few weeks.

Summer is around the corner and I'm determine to make the best of this summer 2011!!! I need to get my light back, my motivation! This really does not feel like myself......but I have many reasons to be happy and I'm going to have to get back on track.

I aced my test by the way! I'm soo happy it has been a tough semester but it is actually not looking so bad at after all!

Twenty-Two

I remember when I was in middle school, I wished I could be in high school be around all cooler kids ( or so I thought we were not but a bunch of assholes) and when I got to that stage in my life when I was in high school, I wished i could get out of there asap, I wished I could be 18 so that I could go clubbing, feel an adult. I turned 18 and then I wished I was 21 so that I could legally drink. Now at 22, I already lived those years and after 21 nobody wishes to be older. I feel like I didn't lived those years to their entirety, I was thinking about getting older and the things I could do when I reached a certain age that I feel like I didn't experience and enjoyed my years. It is not until your 21 that you realize that after that there's nothing WE ARE ALREADY LEGAL ADULTS AND CAN BUY DRINKS,  PLUS ALL THE PROBLEMS WE ALREADY HAVE BY THIS AGE! Eventually I was gonna be 21 I feel stupid for wanting to get older!!!!

Anyways there is nothing i can do now, well there is add live to my years not take years away from my life, tomorrow is my birthday and my goal is to enjoy being 22 make it as long as I can, take in everything that I can and stop wishing I was 15 again ( stupid right when i was 15 I wished i was older). I also want change!