A short make up review

I have been looking the the best mascara and foundation or mineral powder for a long time. So far I haven't had any luck. But I think I might have found one of my favorite mascaras. Maybelline Falsies Love it so far. Gives me volume and definition. I have thin lashes, long but not curly they are in between in curl. This mascara curls them and doesn't make them clump. Falsies waterproof Hate it. Doesn't give me lift or curl and if I do two coats they get all sticky and it's really hard to remove even with waterproof eye make up remover Bad gal lashes Umm expensive and is not that great. No definition Air foam foundation Maybelline I like it, it's not thick it's easy to apply and it looks natural. But if you have slightly dry skin it shows. So far I like it I just have to exfoliate alot

Step one!

So I have decided and made up my mind: I need to change for me and for myself only. Every year I have many resolutions and one of them has always been to get fit, but it has never happen. Well one year it did but I fail to get it going. I have gained alot of confidence and even so more fashion sense and a little bit of more defined style. But the one thing that bothers me is that I'm comfortable with the way I dress but I feel like I'm not looking my best on the best years of my life. Today, yeah I decided this today, Im going to prepare myself mentally because taking away my pretzels is going to be hard but I know I'll reward myself with a healthier me and cuter clothes. So this is a start of my journey

Out came the sun

So yesterday was a beautiful day, perfect to be out by the lake, and I spent all of mine day indoors at work. As much as i love my job, it wasn't worth missing out on yesterdays sunny skies. I was very sad too, it wasn't a good day, not at all. Even though the sun was shinning more than it had in a couple of days, i still felt like all the cloudyness was following me. Today is not as beautiful but i feel much better, I'm ready for change and I have worked so hard to make change that I can almost claim myself victorious, but I won't until i know for sure that I have finaly defeated my own devils inside that tell me otherwise. So today, I'm going to enjoy the day and clear my mind and ask God to give me strengh to get through the days.

Valentine's Day!

The day of love and friendship is next Tuesday! I have been asked for tips on zwhat a good gift would be or "what should I do" type of questions and my advice to my guy friends, and girls is go with something different. Forget the fancy dinners if that's what you were planning to do and go for something fun that you both will like. My boyfriend and I go out to dinner too much we actually slowed down and started cooking at his house. We have fun together and we get to be more comfortable around each other and he saves money. So this year for Valentine's Day, if the weather permits, we are going to the beach and camp for the day. We both love it and I know this small beach we it is very quiet and we can have a picnic and just be with each other. Last year we did the fancy dinner but this year we want to go simple, at the end what matters the most is the person that you are with and not where he is going to take you. So go paddle boating or a picnic or ice skating... It would a nice surprise switching it up!

Spring Fashion: Juicy Couture

So what's for spring!!!!! I have never been a fashion person I feel like I don't look good and I want to try something new but it's somewhat frustrating when I get the" what the heck are you wearing" look so I always play it safe. BUT now that I work in retail and I see how we mix the pieces for our floorset I got a little inpired. This Spring it's about sailor inspired stripes, bright colors, and mix patterns. Let's not forget about cute dresses, lace and florals.Juicy wants to step out of the head to toe track look and wants to incorporate track and fashion! I thought it would be weird when I read the floorset inspirations but I actually like it. Still keeping their Juicy signature track look but adding a little more fashion into it. I already acquire some of my spring must have pieces hot pink cardi, floral dress, and ofcourse some track pieces, and stripes!

On a rainy day...

On a rainy day I like to look at magazines, and look at pictures, drink something hot and wrap myslef in an oversized blanket. I also like doing crafts on rainy days unless the lights go out. It been a long time since I had logged in. I missed it, the reason I write stuff on here is because I can just write anything I want. I feel like I'm talking to someone even if I'm not talking to anyone, and nobody judges or knows me, it's easier than telling me friends! It's like a diary with the option of being read by someone I don't know, and I can live with that.

The only sad thing about this rainy day, one my backyard is flodded and two I have to go to work!

How do I become rich?

I'm tired of struggling in life for everything I do . Money wise and life in general everything has always been kind of impossible for me to achieve basic things. I don't expect thingsto be given to me but I'm tired to not been able to just say "okay I'm going on vacations next week" or not even at least have the ability to just pay for school or get myself a car. I know I mention rich up on the tittle but as long as I had just enough for me to go to school I would be blessed.I woulnt mind working hard on everything just like I have been for the past few years, right mow money for school is what has me worried. I'm a chemistry major going for premed and I'm trying to get to the point where I'm prepared enough to work in the medical field. Money is tight and because I dont have one thing I can't do thd other, I don't have a car so I can't get to school, and since I don't have a car I have to settle for less hours at work because I have to get a ride , and that money is not enough to get a car or pay for school . I'll get there eventually,how I'm going to do it I dont know. I feel on the edge that edge that makes you quit but I have worked so hard for everything that quitting now wouldn't be worth it, even though I want too. I'm trying to make money at least for the future so that my kids have just enough to start and go through their own struggles . I need the recipe go become rich thats what I need! Or a donation wouldn't be bad!!! Hahahhaha don't u think I'm funny!!!:)